my internet connection can officially be compared to a persistent pimple that pops up in the same place every time. You pick at it and its even worse than it was before, then its just been so inconsistent for so long that it becomes numb. 

I were to get upset about something, right? I think it’d wise to either confront the shit that’s getting to me OR just get over it. These days that is not how people like to operate, whether it be in my ratchet high school or in policy. These days certain individuals like to go to people they deemed trustworthy after like one encounter. I guess if someone picks up my damn pencil after i dropped it they must be worthy of knowing all the crap I have to say about people. And truly, it is probably because they havent had the opportunity to seek out external help the right way. Maybe they need more people to listen to them..but more than that, i think its important to try to be understanding. Try to be compassionate, or just try not to overwhelm yourself with how much you hate something, and think to yourself ‘am i thinking about something that’s going to keep my interest 2 months from now?’ and if its bullshit, the answer is proably going to be a no. Take time to think about things before all the things you will regret saying come out, and think of how much other stuff is going on that matters to you even more because then..it wont matter as much. Perhaps it would work to just brew some iced tea, eat some yogurt, and listen to some jazz and think about the good times. I am glad that I’m not affected by any of this crap. I am typing this nonsense to say..it would suck to be the person on either end of a senseless fight.